i feel pretty.

I'm having one of those totally weird nights where I can't sleep. Any suggestions that isn't warm milk, counting sheep or anything else typical?

private~

I'll admit, I haven't been to an audition in a while. Not even the off Broadway stuff.

I don't know.

I think I've been too busy thinking about him. And the dreams. Oh my God, I didn't even think it was possible to have those dreams more than once every few months and I still have no idea what they mean. If they mean anything at all.

Maybe I'm just like... projecting the fact that I saw a guy and thought he was cute and it's really not as big a deal as I think. But it felt like more

( maria, maria -- you remind me of a west side story. )